I am: cautious, ignorant, creative, boring, exciting, a sinner, a saint, free, addicted, a worshiper of Jesus the Christ, obliviously haughty, humble, hungry, full, a father, immature, wise, foolish, a thief, a murderer, an adulterer, a plagiarist, so grateful to have a mind, finding it hard to read things, a know-it-all, in complete need of grace, wishing this anxiousness would leave, overwhelmed, very careless, stupid, smart, lost, blind, found, lucid, hopeful, timid, unthankful, grateful, a wannabe photographer, creating as a last resort, overflowing, strong, weak, fat, healthy, comfortable, dumbfounded, unhappy, satisfied, uneducated, vulnerable, overly honest, fake, real, sleepy, hyper, never serious, too stoic, quick to anger, patient, contradictory, consistent, predictable, numb, rambling, funny, boring, unsatisfied, confused, completely aware, lustful, alive, dying, being sanctified, holy, dirty, enslaved, overworked, under working, undeserving, expectant, ashamed, proud, guilty, proud, unfinished, proud, poor, proud, wealthy, proud, an idolater, selfish, selfless, completely inconsistent in so many ways.